Authentic is a word that means, “of undisputed origin and not a copy”. The true version of yourself that is untainted and not lying in limbo. I am talking about the true authentic self that lies behind the heart-break, the torture of an unjust world and the queen who believed herself worthy.
I am talking about the true authentic self that believed in untainted love. Believed that there was a man who could love her from the very tip of her head to the very sole of her feet. A man who would worship at her feet and wake her up to tell her she is beautiful. A man who believes that her eyes are more beautiful than the stars, her body more majestic than the waves of the sea and her soul more beautiful than life itself.
I am talking about the innocent little girl who looked at the world with eyes of curiosity. Ready to learn and receive truths without formulating an opinion long before learning the truth. The girl who wore her heart on her sleeve, ready to receive and give without hesitation. Who believed the world was beautiful and who could forgive as quickly as hurt was inflicted.
The little girl whose dreams were only as big as the world. Who believed in fairytales, and believed she could conquer the world. Believed that she was born for greatness and did not let the opinions of others taint her self-love or self-belief.
Where is the girl that is untainted? Has she succumbed to the world and its evils. Has she let the circumstances that were to be lessons taint her view of the world?
Has she gone to hide behind high walls that ward of any chance of love, because she no longer believes there are good men out there?
Has she come to settle for whatever the world gives her, because no matter how big she dreams, the reality is far less beautiful?
Has she stopped believing in the stars and the moon, because she no longer knows whether there truly is a God out there?
Let me tell you something little girl, you aren’t little you are a Queen.
Dear Queen
You are as glorious as you once believed you are. You are to go back to the beginning, all the way back and find your true authentic self. Search through the layers of distrust and hurt and find yourself.
Find the girl you once were, dust her off and lay the crown back on her head. Ensure that the Queen you are does not go tainted by the glooms and the darkness, and reassure her that the light that illuminates from her, the world cannot taint. We know that where light shine, darkness cannot reside. Take the light within you and cast into every area of your life.
Take your dreams and put them back on the forefront of your life. Queen, you deserve all your dreams.
You deserve to be loved, but first you need to love yourself, Queen.
You deserve to be believed in, but first you need to believe in yourself, Queen.
You deserve to be cherished, but first you need to cherish yourself, Queen.
You deserve your dreams to come true, but first you need to believe in your dreams, Queen.
You deserve love that will worship you, but first you need to believe yourself worthy, Queen.
Behind the walls you have built, is a Queen waiting to be set free. Waiting to be lifted up and placed at the forefront, because no Queen deserves to be hidden.
With love
From one Queen to another
Mavis
