The past weeks have been self-realization weeks. So many things fell into their perfect place. What didn’t make sense, finally made sense; my mistakes and past made sense. My present made all the sense and that’s when I realized that everything is truly the way it’s supposed to be! I was meant to be at this point in my life, doing what I am doing and living this life the way I am. I desire not another life.

I know so many times we beat ourselves down when we think of our past. We have so many ‘what if’s’; so many questions that we don’t have answers to. We wish we could have done things differently, acted differently or reacted differently but have you ever asked yourself if you could have changed even one single thing in your past, you won’t be where you are today?

I love my life right now, I love who I am becoming. I am owning my greatness and my soul is glowing 24/7, so I won’t change anything. I don’t want anything that I had or never had: I don’t yearn for my past, because everything feels right. I wake up to love and show goodness; I have the universe backing me up, working for me just by me being present.

We are spiritual beings; our lives are not our own.

Our journeys were planned a long time ago by our creator long before we were conceived. So, you really don’t have that kind of power to run your life the way you think. Even the decisions we think are mistakes become part of our journey, this is all a mind thing; we think what society considers abomination/wrong is a mistake if we did it but according to whose standard? With whose moral compass? If you were meant to be perfect then God wouldn’t have provided grace or bigger mercy. Our free will is in the end aligned with our journey. This is also one thing that hugely contributes to jealousy, bitterness and competitiveness. We are so busy focusing on everything and everyone else but ourselves. We not at peace with our journeys so we focus on someone’s else’s journey not knowing we are individuals with individual journeys.

Stop beating your head against the wall, just stop! Focus on the journey you are on now. What did that sharp curve lead you to? What is the lesson? After every end you get a new beginning to choose the life you want: choose it, say yes to everything that will give you the life you want and no to everything that doesn’t take accountability for your own life. Make peace with your journey, cleanse your soul from the regret syndrome and free your heart from bitter so you can see clearer and so you can understand everything is the way it supposed to be.

So many people end up on the wrong journey because instead of accepting things for what they are, accepting that this is how their lives turned up, they fight it! Don’t fight it. Instead, choose the life your soul is calling you to live. Don’t spend time trying to convince the world and yourself that you are good while you haven’t made peace with your journey. In the end, you make plans but someone greater than you determines them. Personally, my life makes sense, this journey I am on, added sense to my past. I am at peace and happy because I accepted the fact that my identity and purpose are far greater than what I wanted and that’s such a beautiful state of mind to be for my soul and spirit. Your life and decisions only need to make sense to you.

Give in to your life, into your purpose. Remember you’re only a vessel, that is called to play different roles on this earth. Ease yourself into your life, make peace with the ones you had to leave behind and with the way it all ended up.

In the end, regret is a sign of not living purposefully. So, find your purpose then get your life beloved! There’s no WHAT IF, only I AM HERE.



-Rautia Nakanyala

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